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I dunno why i like this picture.

u looked so innocent, so free everything just seemed so wonderful

the stubborn woman i know is gone

rely me more like u will never see me again

even if ur world should fall

i'm here

misses

/this is the only thing that i fear.
8:55 AM

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yesterday i made a mistake that really hurt her heart.... however i really didn't mean it. you wanted to know and u get sad by it. and i tell you U R NOT GOing TO LEAVE ME.
We will be together no matter wat, this i promise you.

if you were me, you will understand how i feel. if this thing i tell u and u already cant take it, how u expect me to tell u what exactly happen? instead of making u happy again, i should be angry. the lvl of trust you had in me isn't as much as i had in you. prove me wrong, i dunno. whenever things happened u always i dunno. but this time , you want to it i give it to you and yet u still i dunno.

obviously ur sad or angry or emo watever about it and still u wan to be stubborn infront of me.

i take it as a sharing session with u and no intention of turning this into a quarrel.

maybe it's time i be stubborn as well if that is what you want. not only u been hurt, me 2. i'm sick of how this thing turn out and i dun think i can believe in "there is no secret between us"


SCREWED

/this is the only thing that i fear.
8:56 PM

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True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. Peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have. I hope you share this with someone you care about, I just did. Life isn't about how to survive the storm but how to dance in the rain.



i love u

/this is the only thing that i fear.
8:05 PM

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long time ago,

there is a gal named clarinda who had a simple life in ngee ann polytechnic,

She was just year 1 when she met me....

she know me through my fren candida that i knew through camp...

what she didn't knew was i fell in love.....

story continue next time =D....


will u be my knight?

/this is the only thing that i fear.
4:46 AM

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Even if ur the world most stubborn person =P i will do watever it takes to keep u by my side.

Cuz ur de only 1 i need.

That all

love ya

/this is the only thing that i fear.
3:01 PM

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All i wsnt is to know u more....nothing else.........

i know u may be stubborn and cute =P

But isn't it time u open up to me?

unless u tell me that i'm not someone special to you then....

i will work hard to be that someone special in ur eyes...

and today i think i use the word "angry" wrongly,

i'm not someone that is easily angry, maybe i'm just pissed that i'm still not someone u can open to no matter how hard o try....adios just wake up anyway sleeping whole day sorry if i ignored you

/this is the only thing that i fear.
2:03 PM

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5.58am... still in sch... i think i'm such a badass for neglecting you =(

so i'm gonna tell you this,


For everytime i kiss you, is to make sure my love is given to you

For everytime i touch you, is to make sure you feel secured

For everytime i smile to you, is to make sure your day will be full of smile

For everytime i hug you, is to tell you everything is alright

For everytime i hold your hand, is to tell you i'm not gonna run away

For everytime i call out your name, is to tell you i love you

For everytime i cry for you, is not becuz i'm sad but becuz you made me feel so touched

For everytime i sigh infront of you, is not becuz i'm disappointed but i am sighing for everyone else that i have such a good woman with me

For everytime i promise you, is to show you there is something to be kept instead of broken

For everytime i say i love you, is to tell you everlasting exist


walk through that snow with me, for i will hold ur hand and make sure you wont fall

/this is the only thing that i fear.
2:22 PM

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My baby ask me, wat i mean?

i shall lay to simple terms,

Demanding for loving means hugs,kisses,expressions of love etc love letters, gifts..

However i'm content of love. Love is that special relationship that tie us together. I love u more than anything else, and i wont ask for more than that =D

so there u go my theory heee....

my baby i promise u , i will be ur air so every moment of your life will be special =D

/this is the only thing that i fear.
3:25 PM

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i suddenly feel lost, i'm not sure...there seems a thousand voice screaming inside of me... yet none was yours..........i've lost my way on the road to you...

show me a sign..make me yours forever....dun tempt me nor deceive me......sometimes when all things seemed good, it isn't...

Even when things are the way they should be, there is always room for more....


maybe wat i trying to say is, be content of love
But be demanding of loving....this may all be wat i wanted.

/this is the only thing that i fear.
2:08 PM

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i dunno wat to say...i dun feel like going for date tmr...it ptless....maybe if i just bring her go there do wat i want to do...then would it be better? i dunno...she obviously dun wan to go out...since it such a torture just tell me ya?

for u i wanted to make our first date special...u just dun appreciate it..hmm

to u may not be important but to me it is..

this is wat i planned out

3-6pm wild wild wet

6-8pm cycling (best if 2 person on 1 bike ) catch the sunset..

8-9pm dinner

10-10.30pm star gazing...give u a present...piggyback u while walking in the park

10.30pm send u home...

ya thats all

/this is the only thing that i fear.
10:46 AM

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blogging here at 11.26pm...

Today pretty much spend much of the day in sleep =D

went to town with pin qian my best friend...bought something while gossip abt alot of stuff...which is wat i do with him- gossip

kboxed....so just reach home...not to mention my stomach is damn wierd the whole day keep on having stomache...

tmr going to be my FIRST date with my baby hoho....i really racked my brain to think of de date leh =P so yup.... excited!

Siging off at 12.04am..

/this is the only thing that i fear.
8:26 AM

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Yup blogging here 9.05am...

Still in Student union imagine my no life's life...welfare here welfare there...oh come on they just push watever they can push to others....fucking didn't care abt me sia...

Those taking camps is as though they fucking big....take camps dun give a damn abt other projects? All they want is to take over the camps...and more camps...fuck man if your so onto camps... pls ur not gl anymore...ur yr 3 doesn't mean u die die have to take camp rights... fuckers...

Seriously screw jeremy...i'm like come on dude...everything that has to do with previous exco is over.. O-V-E-R <-- if your so fat and fugly which u got disgusting eyes filled with goo...READ THIS U FUCKING BITCH sorry..manwhore...ya man i'm trying to maintain a good relationship with you cuz clashin with u serve me no good.

And i hope i can do things well for presitge...the pressure is on....and to my amazing shocking...prestige was started all from scratch by kai and ivan they all...god help me man...not to mention my assitant is ridzwan who is fucking under sophia... i mean come on i hate bitches especially you..see your face just made me puked... fucking mole face..pls man call my big sis a SH oh gosh u and ur bf...lols pls if they can ply with my face i think u not even qualified to...

FUCK SOPHIA AND GANG WUUU....btw i got negative feedbacks on our exco sia...it maybe a exploit for me to run for president.. i mean come on...but i hope this will keep under wraps i want to give it a surprise attack where least people expected it ya?

Btw my baby has come back from genting le!!! She ah...so tired still watch her dramas...dun care abt herself and me =( ...and she fell asleep again.. haha but i also reply quite slow i gotta admit... baby sorry ya? muacks! try to spend more time with you ... love ya

Signing off 9.17.....

/this is the only thing that i fear.
5:40 PM

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Hmm here blogging at 2.58am ...currently? In ngee ann poly staying overnight again...didn't know how come i am staying in schs for so many days...think is becuz of the frens ba =DD yup

And i'm going crazy missing my baby =( baby faster come back ah from genting!!!!! i cannot take it anymore le =((

post posted at 3.14pm cuz i accidentally fall asleep hee

signing off....

/this is the only thing that i fear.
12:15 AM

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Me blogging here at 6.28am....

Think i kinda gonna blog back but not telling anyone whether my blog is active or no...i just felt like shutting my blog couple of months ago cuz i'm been too busy with my stuff to blog...

everything new this time, blogskin made entirely on my own html code is a bullshit man...but nevertheless it up even though the blogskin should be under "gals/woman" since it's abt sky of love, but i just decided to use that pic cuz i find it beautiful =D

And baby if ur seeing this, know that even till this early morning, i'm still missing you =D so bye

signing off at 6.31am

/this is the only thing that i fear.
3:28 PM

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