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letting go / Thursday, December 18, 2008
i'm sorry baby,

i dunno,

i cnt find u today.

i just realised u take u[p such a important part of me,

that i wont give u up.

i love you.

i dun need hk to think.

i need u in my life.

stay and dun go.

even if it takes me to talk to you,

entertain you,

make u cry,

make u angry,

make u laugh.

i would be.

therefore,

forgive my foolish thinking

nvr will i let go of this hand


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trying / Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i see ur trying so hard.

i see u trying so hard.

i see u praying so hard.

i see u crying so hard.

i see u being stubborn so hard.

but i see myself in great pain.

pain of hurting u.

when i couldn't continue anymore.

all the promise just starts to resurface.

i hope if we really end.

honour ur promise to the one you love.

i breaking one promise to you.

if i decided to break it.

i cnt bear the hurt it gonna cause it.

i tried, this is just getting confusion and fustration everytime i see you trying hard but nothing came out.

even if we are truly tgt, there is nothing to say.

your prob, my prob, it doesn't matter.

when i got sore throat and i still have to do the talking, i know.

ur dependance on me is so great it scares me.

i know i nvr gonna fall in love fully again.

it just nvr pays to be fully devoted.

maybe a take and go relationship suits me more.

cuz just when u think only u have tears , think again.

i deserve someth better. till then i nvr gonna initiate any love stuff.

give me go hk and think abt this.


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mugging / Wednesday, December 10, 2008
mugging with 2 dose of panadol cold flu

IT WORK YEA BABY.

Anyway friday book in camp

Monday book out

Right after that go hong kong =D

Tell me how do we meet?

haha, u can find excuse go out to excercise blah blah blah blah

u just cnt find for me =D

i got ur answer, no pt carrying on

maybe i have wrongly blamed ur mom all these while.

password locked soon this blog.


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STOP STALKING MY BLOG WHOEVER HER FREN ARE / Monday, December 8, 2008
Try being me.

u feel insecure.

who feel more than u?

All u need to do is , listen , study , being stubborn.

that all.

time reach u go home.

ur like a princess who fail to look onto the misery of your people.

get a life.

if u wan a happy life, fight for it.

dun rely on me.

i have my problems.

and ur promise?

didn't hear from you.

ask urself how many times i called u

and how many times u did.

whos making an effort who not.

the objective is not clear anymore

remain in ur little own world.

i'm not gonna help when it come crashing down.

cuz i told u so.


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