letting go / Thursday, December 18, 2008
i'm sorry baby,
i dunno,
i cnt find u today.
i just realised u take u[p such a important part of me,
that i wont give u up.
i love you.
i dun need hk to think.
i need u in my life.
stay and dun go.
even if it takes me to talk to you,
entertain you,
make u cry,
make u angry,
make u laugh.
i would be.
therefore,
forgive my foolish thinking
nvr will i let go of this hand
/this is the only thing that i fear.
8:36 AM
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trying / Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i see ur trying so hard.
i see u trying so hard.
i see u praying so hard.
i see u crying so hard.
i see u being stubborn so hard.
but i see myself in great pain.
pain of hurting u.
when i couldn't continue anymore.
all the promise just starts to resurface.
i hope if we really end.
honour ur promise to the one you love.
i breaking one promise to you.
if i decided to break it.
i cnt bear the hurt it gonna cause it.
i tried, this is just getting confusion and fustration everytime i see you trying hard but nothing came out.
even if we are truly tgt, there is nothing to say.
your prob, my prob, it doesn't matter.
when i got sore throat and i still have to do the talking, i know.
ur dependance on me is so great it scares me.
i know i nvr gonna fall in love fully again.
it just nvr pays to be fully devoted.
maybe a take and go relationship suits me more.
cuz just when u think only u have tears , think again.
i deserve someth better. till then i nvr gonna initiate any love stuff.
give me go hk and think abt this.
/this is the only thing that i fear.
11:10 AM
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mugging / Wednesday, December 10, 2008
mugging with 2 dose of panadol cold flu
IT WORK YEA BABY.
Anyway friday book in camp
Monday book out
Right after that go hong kong =D
Tell me how do we meet?
haha, u can find excuse go out to excercise blah blah blah blah
u just cnt find for me =D
i got ur answer, no pt carrying on
maybe i have wrongly blamed ur mom all these while.
password locked soon this blog.
/this is the only thing that i fear.
7:33 AM
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STOP STALKING MY BLOG WHOEVER HER FREN ARE / Monday, December 8, 2008
Try being me.
u feel insecure.
who feel more than u?
All u need to do is , listen , study , being stubborn.
that all.
time reach u go home.
ur like a princess who fail to look onto the misery of your people.
get a life.
if u wan a happy life, fight for it.
dun rely on me.
i have my problems.
and ur promise?
didn't hear from you.
ask urself how many times i called u
and how many times u did.
whos making an effort who not.
the objective is not clear anymore
remain in ur little own world.
i'm not gonna help when it come crashing down.
cuz i told u so.
/this is the only thing that i fear.
6:04 PM
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