Break Down / Saturday, October 18, 2008
The night is ending soon,
Dawn is near.
I know my time's up .
China here i come,
But i'm so sian.
I rather spend all my time with you
I am =( when ur in anguish or pain.
But what can i do then offer sweet words?
I know it wont help.
I sometimes think of giving up.
Your birthday is coming but you can't come out.
What the deal?
I dunno.... i am still searching
Our love...
I'm not sure whether it will stand.
The way my frens breakdown infront of me
Tires me.
Damned why cnt i be prince of charming and just rescue u from de evil female dragon?
Damned how i wish u will be there when i go china
Wishes will nvr come through do they?
/this is the only thing that i fear.
12:23 PM
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i sick of all of you =D / Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Finally blogged.
Cuz i felt the urge to do so.
Damned...am i a human? i feel no sense of joy.
I felt nothing when u came back from china.
Sorry i dun like to hide my feelings like u.
It the
TRUTH.
But i still love u thats all.
This few days... i had been thinking what is love.
Wei jian and qiu quarreled. Just like how we did.
But both of them refuse to take a step back like i did.
Damned.. relationships are tough.
Everyone said they hope to have a gf like you.
I said ya, but all ur advantages are ur disadvantages.
your neither abusive nor controlling, that what they said.
I mean every relationship no matter how perfect the person is, the relationship itself is not perfect.
so when u ask me, is our relationship going to last?
i will use a lifetime to answer ur question.
cuz the very next time u ask me again,
is when i hold your hand and walk down the red carpet =D
i may feel down, but i'm totally committed to you.
Ytd i clubbed.
Was drinking my sorrow away.
Let see, 1 jug of whiskey, 6 shots of vodka, 1 cocktail hmm...
almost puked.
but i insist on not dancing with those "girls"in the club.
cuz my mind was on you.
i blame myself.
is it me who always take time to reply which made u pissed and u take time to reply to,
or u just wanted me to start everything..
love i'm sick of you.
frens i'm sick of you.
money, i love u
/this is the only thing that i fear.
9:26 PM
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