trying / Tuesday, December 16, 2008
i see ur trying so hard.
i see u trying so hard.
i see u praying so hard.
i see u crying so hard.
i see u being stubborn so hard.
but i see myself in great pain.
pain of hurting u.
when i couldn't continue anymore.
all the promise just starts to resurface.
i hope if we really end.
honour ur promise to the one you love.
i breaking one promise to you.
if i decided to break it.
i cnt bear the hurt it gonna cause it.
i tried, this is just getting confusion and fustration everytime i see you trying hard but nothing came out.
even if we are truly tgt, there is nothing to say.
your prob, my prob, it doesn't matter.
when i got sore throat and i still have to do the talking, i know.
ur dependance on me is so great it scares me.
i know i nvr gonna fall in love fully again.
it just nvr pays to be fully devoted.
maybe a take and go relationship suits me more.
cuz just when u think only u have tears , think again.
i deserve someth better. till then i nvr gonna initiate any love stuff.
give me go hk and think abt this.
/this is the only thing that i fear.
11:10 AM
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