death / Friday, May 1, 2009
11am
woke up
feeling blur.
Ring sounded the phone,
"ya?"
a man with calm and steady voice spoke,
"is ur dad at home?"
I replied no and asked why.
The man carry on to explain that they discover my grandpa dead body in his house.
Wierd
comes first.
what comes next,
fear.
Fear of losing another family member
just been true.
wow, life is such a joke.
Cause one day you wake up and find that
everything is turning around.
And i was still joking abt seeing him and try to comfort him.
Joke, i couldn't even see his last moment couldn't be there when his gone.
Regret is man biggest fear.
I lost.
To you, Ah gong - Life is a journey where we all will come to end. But whats is before de end is where tears and sweat left mark. And when you truely come to de end, its a beautiful side knowning your existance is not merely a fiction. Your everything deeply engraved in each and everyone of our hearts.
Rest in peace.
/this is the only thing that i fear.
7:26 AM
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